my world of wonder

2005-08-09T21:22:00.000-05:00

Hm, I'm a dork, sorry about that post. People probably think I'm a real wierdo now. Just ignore this thing, i'm done.

The Big Gig

2005-07-01T20:50:00.000-05:00

Summerfest kicked off yesterday. Halie, Rachel, and I spent about the whole day there. We know the grounds so well from all the past years spent there. We probably know the place better than the workers lmao. There was the fireworks near the end of the day, the 3rd straight year we've seen those. We met these 4 guys there, we went to a small concert with them but they started to creep us out. So we pulled off this gig with 3 other guys where they pretended to be our boyfriends, lmao it was the best. I'm going to go to summefest quite a bit this year. Halie is hardcore at this so i'll be going with her quite a bit. I might be going tomorrow with Steve Gurgel during the day, I'm going to check with him about that. I can't wait for WEEZER mmmm. We've got 2 extra tickets, talk to me about it.
Nighty

Time to reminise (sp)

2005-06-29T16:58:00.000-05:00

It has been a little while since my last real post. It's about time we get caught up.

I've been to 2 movies since the last post. Shaun, Shelly, Katie, Trisha, and I saw The Longest Yard and Mr. and Mrs. Smith. This felt like back in the good old days. I remember when this group was so tight, it would be nice if we got back to that.

A TON of people showed up to my graduation party. Luckily we had enough food to feed the city of Whitefish Bay. I had a great time and I think most of the others did too. I never knew Shaun was such the volleyball player. I got more money from this grad party than I would have had from my job this whole summer. So I'm set for the most part. I'm going to buy a whole bunch of items for my dorm.

I just love my friends right now. Shaun can make me laugh whenever he wants and I know he'll always be there for me. I never thought I could get so close to a guy without going out with him, but we are so close and hopefully we will stay that way through college. I can talk to all my ladies-Katie, Shelly, Trisha, Rachel, and Halie-about anything. Those five have come in handy so much throughout school. All the guy-talks we've had, all the sleepovers, staying up late, I wouldn't take those back for anything. Then there is Matt, who has so much in common with me, we have great talks. Then there are the Steves-Gruber and Gurgel. Like their names, they are so alike. They can make me laugh my ass off, and yet they are the sweetest guys imaginable. Like Gurgel for example, Friday night my 'rents ditched me to minnesota and I was swamped with pre-party work. So Steve comes all the way from Mequon to help me out :). After something like that I had to do him a favor......by...making him my mars milkshake. (minds out of the gutter people). There are so many more people who have had a big influence on me throughout my school career, but I'm running short on time.
I'll see you at the game if you're going.

Jen

Pics

2005-06-23T10:01:00.000-05:00

I should post pictures in here again. I haven't done so since my first few posts.
Remember, my graduation party is saturday. You all know the details. I'll see you there.

i love quizzes :)

2005-06-23T09:56:00.000-05:00

Do you drink [alcohol]? Once in a while
Do you party a lot? I hang out with shaun, enough said.
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes? nah
How often do you use the word like in an average hour? haha idk
Do you skip classes? I'm a good student
Do you have casual sex? Whoah, marriage.
Do you steal? No
Do you wear inappropriate clothing? Define inappropriate
Do you drool over celebrities? Chad Michael Murray, Brad Pitt
Do you watch a lot of TV? Passions :) A lot of other things
Do you ever watch the News? Nah
Do you even care about world issues? Beginning to
Do you read books often? About one a week
Are you failing a lot of your classes? I'm going to wisconsin, lol.
Do you spend most of your time with your friends? As often as possible
Do you smoke cigarettes? EWW
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens? Malls
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone? Constantly
Do you cuss a lot? Only when i get really pissed. It's not very ladylike.
Are you desperate to fit in? Nah
How many relationships inthe past 12 months? 3
Are you intelligent? Yep :P
What are your highlights of the year? Graduating, Cancun, dating steve
What's your IQ? haha no clue
Do you watch a lot of sports? Chicago Cubs :)
Play a lot of sports? Forensics..lol jk. intramural tennis
Talk a lot about sports? With guys
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports? Obviously
Are you arrogant? nah
Are you a male or female whore? nah
Are you homophobic? kind of
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident? tease but not for confidence
But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity? haha
Boobs = yes? well i have boobs if thats what your asking
Parties = yes? yes
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes? hm
Girls.........................
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence? only for big events. i wear less makeup than others
Have you ever been on a diet? little ones
How much did you lose? probably gained weight lol
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder? this quiz is very assuming
Make yourself throw up? eww
Make-up? a little
Low-cut tops? sure
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it? yeah, but i guess guys don't notice this according to steve gurgel
Giggle a lot? no
What's the deal with boys? I love boys, they are soo much fun. They've broken my heart sometimes but ive forgiven.
Thongs? sure
Pretty bras? sure
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al? cosmo
Who's the weaker sex? there will be angry people for both answers
Are you a feminist? no
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot? dead sexy
this or that....
Originality or Acceptance? Orignality
Independence or Companionship? Companionship
Stability or Freedom? Stability
Personal or Interpersonal? Interpersonal
Introvert or Extrovert? Extrovert
Popularity or Isolation? Popularity
Unique or Loved? Loved
Understood or Individual? Understood

Tired

2005-06-20T20:45:00.000-05:00

Here's a new post to let you people know I'm still doing this thing. I'm tired, way too much fun stuff going on. I'm gonna hit the sack. I'll tell you about it later.

Boredom....

2005-06-16T08:31:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone, its 8 o'clock in the morning and I am feeling the jobless summer boredom. I would call someone but who's up at 8? I'm wierd. Shaun's on tuesday night was a blast. I love the great times that me and Rachel have. We have all this inside stuff that makes everyone give us a wierd look. I love it. Sorry Shaun, we just use you for your pool, we really don't care about you as a person. Mwah jk. Loved watching Steve (Gruber) and Matt have their all out races. I've never seen tackling like that in a pool before. Gruber just made me laugh all night. Hahaha like when Steve (Gurgel) left. "Thank God he's gone, I can finally stop flexing!" Lol don't worry Gruber you can take him anyday ;). I think Shaun and Steve Gurgel are gay lovers, they hung out together the majority of the time, leaving the 2 seemingly straighter guys with all the gals. Speaking of those two they are big jerks, telling a woman how to eat, shame on you. It was really funny watching the two Steves trying to start the bonfire the caveman way, they got smoke I'll give them that. Lol "SWITCH!!!", they were intense. Katie and Halie didn't seem to have the best time, i thought it might have been a little wierd with Shaun and Gurgel there. I'm thinking about planning a girls night out one of these days. It was getting late so we decided to stay the night, nice bedtime story Rachel lol lol.

some people think...
that the physical thing...
define...whats within...
& i've been there before
...that life's a bore...
of all..of the Superficial...

That's something from alicia keys "if i aint got you"...well, i find the song very meaningful. Love it...u know, sometimes i really don't understand why some people treat other people like there's no tomorrow. They say & do what they like without even thinkin if it hurts others. Simply not realizing that something is wrong...not helping to solve the problem, let alone apologizing. Some being so ungrateful, they tend to forget the values in life. No one's perfect in this world, everyone has their flaws. Forgiveness is something one should seek for, if one has done a terrible mistake. There's nothin to be ashamed of, let bygones be bygones. Agree with me? Let's forgive and forget.

Remember, my graduation party is the 25th. If you haven't received an invitation from me, ask about it. There will be a lot of family there, just to warn you. I wish we had a pool like Shaun, I guess the volleyball net will have to do. Anyways, come!

I've been trying keep seperate paragraphs, as some have suggested. You all better stop complaining. I don't see what was so bad with the last format but w/e.

I've got a case of the munchies. Bye
Jenna

Michael Moonwalks

2005-06-14T19:03:00.000-05:00

As predicted, Jacko was given a pass by a California Jury. Interesting how the only high-profile case to be tried by a California jury in recent memory where the defendant was found guilty was Scott Peterson.However, Scott Peterson wasn't a celebrity. And Jay Leno didn't testify on his behalf. But O.J., Baretta and Wacko all walk. I probably wouldn't feel as bad about this if the post-verdict interview with the jury didn't sound like a Q&A session with the local village idiot's union. If I ever do anything super screwed up, I want to be famous and I want my trial to be in California. Well anyways i'm about to head up to Shaun's for the aftermath party (2 weeks after the BIG one). This time there will be a lot less people. From what I know, its going to be Shaun, Katie, Matt, Shelly, Trish, Gruber, Halie, Rachel, me, and Steve Gurgel said he might come after his baseball game, he better. Bye everyone, ps--hello brother and sis. i know you read this.

This will be the best summer ever

2005-06-12T12:40:00.000-05:00

It's a good feeling i get about this summer. Since I quit work, I will have a ton of time to hang out with everyone and get a super tan. Speaking of which I miss Cancun sssooooo much. Shaun, Katie, and I had the best time imaginable. I just want to go back so bad. I have this sudden urge to go clubbing, I need to bust some moves as Steve Gruber would say. I feel bad for Rachel, they lost yesterday in the state championship, she sounded so sad when I talked to her. She wanted that more than anything for her senior year. Maybe she'll walk-on at uw milwaukee, I hope so at least. Anyways I don't know who all reads this. I have a link in my profile but I only talk to a few people on my new screename. So who knows.
Time to go
Lata

Starting over

2005-06-11T19:29:00.000-05:00

I miss this thing. Looking back, however, on my posts made me realilze that people could really get the wrong impression of me. So I deleted all my offensive posts. I'll never write one again. Let's see, I graduated from H.S., my party is June 25. Hope everyone can come. I think its cool that all the underclassmen have an extra week of school after we graduate, i just love rubbing it in Grub's face. Shaun and Katie broke up, about mid May. It's been really complicated with them ever since, its always like that after a long relationship. More than 8 months, not bad. I quit payless about 2 weeks ago, my parents told me I didn't need to work anymore so I'm like ok then. I'm going to madison in a couple of months. i am gong to miss Katie, Shaun, Shelly, Trisha, Matt, Gruber, Rachel, Halie, and EVERYONE so bad. We certainly will make the most of this summer. :)
Later my babies
Love,
Jenna

Oh yeahhhhh

2005-04-18T19:08:00.000-05:00

Forgot to mention the death of our beloved Pope in the last 2 posts. My mom and I cried on the phone, my Dad thought we were wierd, but w/e. It won't be easy to replace him

oh joy

2005-04-14T23:09:00.000-05:00

It's been quite a bit since my last post, sorry to anyone who still bothers to check this. I am still trying to get back into the flow of things from my trip to Mexico. Cancun was the time of my life, the best part about it was having my two best friends with me. We chilled at the beach almost the entire time we were down there. There were a lot of other spring breakers down there, but also a lot of Mexican people. I enjoyed listening to the Mexicans, because they assumed I couldn't understand spanish haha. Hey Mexicans, i do know what a mamacita is lol. To tell the truth, I was a little disappointed with the guys there, only a handful had six packs, but lol anyways. I returned so dark, it was amazing. The best day was my 18th birthday the Saturday before we left. First off that night for dinner Shaun's parents took us to this fancy restaurant. I had lobster for the first time, it's pretty good. Then we went to this mexican club. I was disappointed because he didn't even check our I.D.s, what's the point of being 18 then?? If you want to buy stuff for really cheap, go to those outdoor markets in Mexico. Very cheap stuff there. Prom is coming up, Brent and Scott both asked me, but I have never actually talked that much to either of them so I said no. Both Matt and Steve Gurgel have prom dates, so nothing there. It looks like i'll just go with friends for my senior year. I'm not to sad, however. I'll try to keep posting regularly.
Hasta Luego

fyi: i am still alive

2005-03-19T22:18:00.000-06:00

Yes, I haven't had the chance to post recently, I am doing premakeup homework for the trip to Cancun with Shaun and Katie (and the parents of my beloved Katie) over our mini break, plus the 3 days of school the week after. This way I can come back to school and be carefree (not to mention a little tanner also). I get asked why i would go with a couple, but I don't feel like a third wheel when I am with Shaun and Katie. When they are around me they still show they love eachother, but I am included in pretty much every conversation. They have the perfect relationship. Don't know who still reads this thing. I know Steve does because I am in his links :D. Speaking of that my gals in forensics decided to stop at Culvers in Mequon after the competition. I am eating my meal and I notice Aarica and Halie writing on some paper, so I ask them whatsup. They tell me they are writing their numbers for the guy in the drive thru. So I look over and lol its STEVE, (the first time i've seen him in person since the breakup). Then Trish opens up her big mouth and says oh its the guy you were going out with. So all the girls are like oh my god what! Let me talk to him! Eeek thanks Trisha lol. I guess Steve sort of lied to me he told me he didn't work Friday nights, lol jk. We talked a little bit and i think we can become good friends again. (and Steve, Halie is LUTHERAN! lol she was the brunette one) I get the question of why do you talk about Steve on almost every post. That's because he's the only person that I know reads this thing, you guys have been slacking big time on the comments. Believe me, i would delete those bad posts, but I am too lazy and am running out of time. If I don't post by Wednesday (my flight leaves at 8) I will see you lata!
Jenna

2005-03-14T22:44:00.000-06:00

Happy birthday Shelly!!!!!
I love you, you are my baby
I'm sorry we haven't been able to spend time together lately
I was frieking guy obsessed and I won't let that happened again
I so want to make it up to you and all my other friends
Did I mention I love you!

a little thing i found

2005-03-05T23:37:00.000-06:00

About You
Full Name: Jenna Crystal Medley
Born: April 17th, 1987. Rhinelander, Wisconsin
Best Friends: Katie, Shaun, Trisha, Shelly, Matt S
Crushes: None at the moment
Last time you at Mcdonalds: Ha, maybe 2 weeks ago
Interests: Internet, Chillin wit my homies, Watching Sports, Tennis
Favorite Food: Shrimp
Favorite Drink: Hey now, I don't drink alcohol, Jones Soda (Shelly knows what i'm talking about lol)
Favorite type of pants: Sweats
Favorite Animal: Platipus (sp) those darlings are so cute!
Words you overuse: obviously
Your first thought when you wake up: Aargggh!
Egypt or France: France
Rock or Rap: Either
Do you sing in the shower: YES!!! LOL. all the time
Do you sing well: Not too well
Smoke:? NO WAY JOSE!
Cuss: Once in a while
Play an instrument: ug no, don't want to waste 30 minutes of my life every day
Talk to yourself --a lot-- : yes
Want to get married: better believe it
Want to go to college: in 1 year :)
Think you are a health freak?: not me, steve was a huge health freak oh my
Last Phone Call: Katie
Last IM: Landon, never met the kid but he sounds really nice!
Last person you hugged: My mom
Last time you wore a skirt: A long time ago, maybe i go skirt this week
Played Truth or Dare: At Katie's 2 Saturdays ago
How many languages do you speak: 2, ingles y espanol
GUYS:
Hair Color: Pretty much all, but dark brown is probably my favorite
Eye Color: Blue
Romantic or Horndog: Romantic
Smart or Stupid: of course smart!
Fat or Skinny: how bout somewhere in the middle, lol. fat i guess
Sporty, Prep, or Musical: Sporty, prep is ok, and i just don't like musicians
Emotional or Just Not: Emotional
Sincere or Jokester: Sincere
Hott and Mean or Ugly and Sweet: How about hott and sweet? lol
Sexy or Just "cute": Sexy
Arse or Abs: What's an arse? ill take abs
Hair or Hands: Hair
Dimples or Eyes: Eyes
Biceps or Calves/Thighs: Both, I am such a cheater ;)
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) : teeth
Clean Shaven or Scruffy: Call me wierd but scruffy
Date alone or with Friends: Friends
Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause: Mama's Boy :)
Be Honest
Would you ever date a guy for his money?: No
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?: Maybe
Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?: Lol don't think so
Do looks matter?: To an extent
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?: Yes
Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?: Not really
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?: Ugly people don't really talk to me so I can't really answer that one.
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be): Haha ok
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?: Nah
Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?: Yes
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it? Yes
Guys you know: (top 3 in order)
Best Eyes: Shaun, Andrew, Ian
Best Smile: Matt S, Steve Gurg, Sherrod
Best Hair: Andrew, Jake, Matt S
Best Dressed: Shaun, Matt S, Nate
Best Body: Steve Gurg, Nate, Kevin
Nicest Butt: Kevin, Steve Gurg, Stevie Grub
Best Personality: Shaun, Matt S, Ian
Talented: Sherrod, Steve Grub, Matt S
Nicest Voice: Matt S, Shaun, Nate
Funny: Shaun, Ian, Andrew
Intelligent: Paul, Ben, Steve Gurg
Would be hot if took a god damned shower: --
Would be hot if he just brushed his hair: Mitch
Would be hot if wasn't a punk: Carl
Would be hot if he had a body: --
Would be hot if he had a face: --

and the secret to tic-tac-toe is:

2005-02-21T21:28:00.000-06:00

Haha sorry Shaun, I changed my mind, i won't reveal my secret to always beating you. It really doesn't take a genious, just pay attention to where I go. Anyways Saturday night I had the gang meet Steve, and I feel they got along very well. There was so much funny stuff that happened. Oh where do I begin. Haha when I introduced Shelly to Steve she hugs him and then lifts up his shirt, lol Shelly lol! Then Steve says hmmm wonder how she knew those were there? Must have been a wild guess. I guess that helped break the ice. Lol then Shaun and Mrs. Emmerson show off their hand clapping routine. I must say Katie's mom is the coolest mom on the planet. "Stare-offs" as we called them, Shelly completely dominated, she made everyone laugh within 5 frieking seconds. How do you do it Shelly. Trish I must say you are the worst stare-offer, she was the only one I could beat. Then when we were watching Napoleon Dynomite and we get to the Rex-Quondo part Steve is laughing so hard he is turning reddish pink, so Shaun gets pissed off at him and shoves him hard off the couch lol, and hes still laughing on the floor. Shaun is standing on top of him and yells to him ITS NOT THAT FUNNY!!!! Oh my hahaha. Then at 11:30 Shelly gets a call from her mom and we can hear her yelling over the phone "MICHELLE LYNN HANKE, YOU WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE HOME A HALF HOUR AGO!" lol lol, but Shelly tells us she didn't get in too much trouble, thank goodness. We kicked the boys out at 12:30 and I slept over at Katie's, where we had some good talks. Sunday I talked to Father Henson after mass, I explained to him my current situation and he was so understanding, I love that guy. I think his words really strengthened my faith. Steve and friends won't be happy about that but I can't contradict my conciense. That's all folks, I'll see you when I see you.

2005-02-19T10:31:00.000-06:00

Yesterday was probably the most boring day of my entire life. I was really sleepy because I couldn't fall asleep until about 3, so I got about 2 and a half hours of sleep. Then like all the teachers were boring beyond belief. Lunch nobody talked, and I was too tired to start anything. The only good thing I can think of is that Matt is finally talking to me again. I really don't know why he stopped one day but we're good now. Oh yeah I need to give a shout to Meghan, who scored 18 points in the girls game Thursday. I know she reads this and I wanted to congratulate her. For some reason I signed up to take stats for the boys game in Grafton, so I was doing that last night. I feel kind of bad because I could tell Steve really wanted me to go to his game in Milwaukee :(. The boys won, Steve (Gruber) scored 18 points, including this awesome shot at the buzzer from like between half court and the three line. He's going to be really good next year, too bad I will be gone to miss that. Today I work from 2-8 at payless, and then after that I'm going to Katie's house with Steve, Shelly, Trisha, and Shaun. So Trish and Shelly can finally meet my boy :). I am also going to introduce Steve to Napolean Dynomite, he's seen only its and bits of it, I can't believe that lol. Best movie ever!!!

Girl's Shoes???

2005-02-16T19:30:00.000-06:00

I was working today from 4-7. It is usually boring there beyond belief, although I just love looking at the new shoes we bring in. Today I walk through the girl's shoes aisle and I find Alex, with 2 pair of girls shoes in his hands lmao. He was "getting them for his sister" RIGHT! Don't worry, I believe you Al. Today for the first time I fell asleep in class, in 5th block with Mr. Poole. I know it happens a lot, I see others fall asleep all the time. But I don't fall asleep, not ME! Poole bitches at me how I am too good of a student to be doing this. I think I almost fell asleep again 5 minutes later, what was it today? Shaun Howell here is your sentence so you can't complain to me how I never write about you, Shaun's lunch was stolen today. Probably by Mitch because he can't get his hands off food. So I donated my hostess cupcakes on his behalf, to show that I care for Shaun. Plus it probably saved me a quarter pound in weight I don't need. I am seriously not satisfied with this post, but I have to go.
Love Jenna

2005-02-15T21:36:00.000-06:00

Hahahahahahahahah mom pulled this out for me. Me and Trish when we were like 7. Lol we have come a long way Trish

2005-02-15T21:02:00.000-06:00

Trisha and Shelly. What great smiles!!!!

2005-02-15T20:01:00.000-06:00

Don't you just hate it when you know you are being avoided? That's the way I felt about Matt Schneck these past 2 days. I have no clue why. Normally I talk to him all the time, but I noticed he just stopped talking to me. He always sat next to me in sociology, but yesterday and today he went and sat with his basketball buddies. At lunch he now sits on the other end of the table. Today in free period he did not say a word to me. Then I ask him questions and he gives me his short, one word replies. I just give up on some people. Big news, Shelly got a job! I'm sorry Shelly but I cannot see you working, no offense. You are a lazy ass lol! She works at the noodles in Wauwatosa. That's pretty far, wow. I wouldn't drive that far to work ever. Have fun making your 6.55, that's not too bad for starting salary. I saved the biggest news for last. I am as of yesterday officially taken by Stephen ___ Gurgel, haha I don't know my boyfriends middle name, uh wow. I know many want to see him, I will post a picture once I get mine developed. He posted my blog on his blog, so I shall do the same. http://cmellomelo.blogspot.com Trisha I really hope you and Ben can work out of this funk you are having, you two seem perfect for eachother. I am off to do homework goodnight!
JM

Will someone comment? I love them, quit slacking!!

Happy Valentines

2005-02-14T15:38:00.000-06:00

It's kind of a bummer that we had school today and a few of my friends from other schools had the day off. This morning Jack was rubbing it in my face that his 3rd grade class at Cumberland had a frieking field trip. Wow!! They are going to the Health Education Center lol, I think I'd rather be in school thank you. He calls his school Cucumberland, haha oh my. Our school did a bunch of gay shit for valentines day. It was something about cupid and some other nonsense, it was kind of wierd. Shaun bought Katie this kick ass bracelet, I think that beats candy or flowers any day lol. But anyways Nathan Webber, who has pretty much never talked to me before, buys me a flower gram. Thanks??? School went really fast today, and the next thing i knew I was home and writing in my blog. I have to run, however, Steve is coming over in 20 ;). Unless he is "fashionably early" again lol.

whatup yo!

2005-02-13T21:35:00.000-06:00

lol fine, that's the last time I try to act black.

Let's see, yesterday I went to my 8 year old brother's rec league basketball game. I never realized how athletic my brother Jack is. He scored 17 points, wow. Jessica was going bonkers on the sideline. Just think if I was a guy, I'd be the school jock. After the game I showered, got a hair cut, and just sat there for a good hour before going to see Meet the Fockers with Steve, Katie, and Shaun. Okay, maybe that was too much preparation lol. I had a superb time at the movie. And yes, unfortunately Steve is a cardinals fan, yuck (who likes the cardinals honestly). But i quickly realized that he's the sweetest guy i have ever met, not to mention he does a lot of cool stuff. Like he has a barbershop quartet lol lol lol he sang me his theme song and I almost peed my pants laughing. Then after the movie i tell him to sing me a song, any song. he starts singing "Hands Down" by Dashboard. He knew the entire song by heart, i was truly impressed by that and his voice. Lol yeah, I know, he reads this blog, but I don't care. I am so glad I went last night. Tonight I caught him by suprise and visited him at work. He told me I was his second visitor of all time. Haha, I feel special. Tomorrow should be fun, valentintes day. Don't know what I am doing yet for the 14th. Hahaha, my brother is chasing Globetrotter around the house, because he stole his hat. Speaking of which, everyone always asks me why we named him Globetrotter. And I say why not??? Actually it was Jess's idea because he wast he only puppy walking around in the pen. So lol we flew with it. Alright it's be best if I get going now. See you later.

Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelry,
which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions..
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelry,
which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo, the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and let you in.
And you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,that you meant it,
that you meant it.

2005-02-10T00:20:00.000-06:00

Sorry it has been a while. The party was fun we watched Napolean Dynomite twice haha I love that movie with a passion. I bought a new purse at the mall. I looked for a dress for prom, (yes ik i am looking way ahead) but none really caught my eye. Katie left 7 messages on my phone yesterday telling me how much she loved me. I love her so much words cant even describe it. We are going to be old gramas one day living next to each other calling each other every minute. Nothing is really new and blog worthy at the moment, there was something i was planning on writing earlier, but i forgot. oh well goodnight

2005-02-01T23:34:00.000-06:00

It turns out this guy I met at a movie once has a blog. He likes to take quizzes lol. I think he has taken about 4 or 5 in 3 months. His latest one I thought was interesting so I took it.

name: Jenna
married/relationship/single: single
favorite band: Jimmy Eat World
favorite movie: Napolean Dynomite!!!!!!!$#$%@
person you would most like to hurt or kill: "wangstas" haha
what are your best physical feature(s): My eyes, my smile
what are your worst physical feature(s): I am a bit pasty
would others agree with the last 2 q's: I think so
laid back/agressive: laid back in pretty much every situation
loud/quiet: somewhere in the middle
how often do/did you argue with your parents: rarely, we get along pretty well
are you athletic: hahahaha no, but i enjoy watching athletic people, well athletic guys.
close your eyes and think of 1 person, who is it: i am cheating and picking 2--shaun and katie. and since I'm taking his quiz Steve, I remember going to a movie with this guy and others, I wonder if he remembers me
close your eyes and think of 1 place, what is it: my bedroom
reality tv/sitcoms: reality tv, "the biggest loser" especially
besides family, do you love someone right now: of course I do
do you feel loved by that person? yeah, they tell me every day
in the last 24 hours....
has someone hurt you: yes, dont want to talk about it
cried: I've held the tears in
seen someone cry: no, I am suprised
told someone you loved them: shaun and katie
other stuff
what kind of people annoy you: read my post from a few days ago
who do you pretend to like but cant stand: i wont give out names
if you arent married do you want to be: definetely!!
how many kids? 3
this is an abrupt end to the quiz..how do you feel: i would have to agree with him here, cheated

2005-01-28T18:35:00.000-06:00

I would also like do dedicate this blog to myself, haha just kidding. But for all of you that don't know me this is my gorgeous picture.

2005-01-28T18:32:00.000-06:00

I am dedicating this blog my best friends in the entire world, Shaun and Katie! I love them so much